For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
I am not an extremely religious person. I did get married in a Catholic church .. and we had a mass.. and I do say a prayer everyday. Sunday morning mass is hard to get to.. but I make it a point in my life to try to be positive- no matter what given- and be a role model for people who may be watching..
This Bible verse came to me in a church when I was in Cleveland Ohio. I was standing in front of a statue of Mary holding Jesus as he was dying.. and thought.. that’s me.
It was the other day when Leo and I were in a store, I carrying a little sign that said “I love you to the moon and back” that i would use to decorate Kingston’s Charlie Brown party table, that I saw this verse again.
It was on a bracelet. I thought “I have to have it”.. I let choosing the sign over the bracelet but I really think I need to go back and get it..
It’s not easy to sacrifice.. To give up something that is comfortable, something you love to be an example or serve a purpose for others. In fact- most times it downright stinks><p
I feel this is Blue's purpose though. I wrote this blog as it is under my "drafts" weeks ago..
It was the other day when leo brought me hhis phone and started playing a video of a little boy…
He was crying because his baby calf died.. and was telling a man on the radio that God spoke to him and explained that he understood what he was going through- because he gave his son.. he lost his son.
I lost my son. I go through pain every day thinking of him.. how old he would be and how much fun Kingston and him would be having.
I am blessed to know that there is a reason I lost my son. He will serve a purpose.
He will serve a purpose.