"Take the sourest lemon life has to offer and

turn it into something resembling lemonade"

John 3:16

February 28, 2013


For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.


I am not an extremely religious person. I did get married in a Catholic church .. and we had a mass.. and I do say a prayer everyday.  Sunday morning mass is hard to get to.. but I make it a point in my life to try to be positive- no matter what given- and be a role model for people who may be watching.. 


This Bible verse came to me in a church when I was in Cleveland Ohio. I was standing in front of a statue of Mary holding Jesus as he was dying.. and thought.. that’s me. 

It was the other day when Leo and I were in a store, I carrying a little sign that said “I love you to the moon and back” that i would use to decorate Kingston’s Charlie Brown party table, that I saw this verse again. 

It was on a bracelet. I thought “I have to have it”.. I let choosing the sign over the bracelet but I really think I need to go back and get it.. 

It’s not easy to sacrifice.. To give up something that is comfortable, something you love to be an example or serve a purpose for others. In fact- most times it downright stinks><p

I feel this is Blue's purpose though. I wrote this blog as it is under my "drafts" weeks ago..

It was the other day when leo brought me hhis phone and started playing a video of a little boy…

He was crying because his baby calf died.. and was telling a man on the radio that God spoke to him and explained that he understood what he was going through- because he gave his son.. he lost his son.

I lost my son. I go through pain every day thinking of him.. how old he would be and how much fun Kingston and him would be having.

I am blessed to know that there is a reason I lost my son. He will serve a purpose.

He will serve a purpose.

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